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Thursday, August 14, 2008 @ 6:42 PM

Am I Pushing Myself Too Much Or This Is Already My Limit??

Been thinking about this issue today... This Question struck me when i woke up early in the morning with tears streaming down my cheeks... No specific reasons as to why i cried but it might be a message from my body that i have been pushing myself too hard... It is always my style to achieve perfection in both mundane and spiritual work... As a GOD created instrument to balance the polaritites of the world may seem like a very big mission for me but am i taking up the mission too soon?? I have incorporated spirituality into my human life for many years... when i look back at my spiritual evolution, i may feel proud that i have grown up and getting more stable in balancing the two sides of life... but what have i gained other than recognition from people?? I feel happy when im able to help people with my abilities and to see them back on track... received letters of appreciation, thank you sms-es... but there is still an emptiness in a corner of my heart... something that has to be found but not yet to be found... No one has been able to give me the answer not even my guides... Always been putting on strong front and going with people's decision... it may be time to stand on my own grounds and pick up myself from where i have fallen... even if the perfect man has not arrived but i know that i am able to walk on my own to the end... even if the day i leave i will still do a grand finale before the curtains close...

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